| i'll update this one every so often. ask for the new one though.
life's good right now. =) no drama. no drama at all. i've been hanging out with zach. it's been awesome. he's a great guy. lol. and now he talks. haven't seen chris since.. awhile. lol. saw iann yesterday with his cousin and i got shot by the airsoft guns. those things hurt! i still have a mark on my arm. everything's been great.
although, i'd like to discuss something with someone. they'll know who it is when and if they read this. all i want to know is what i did or said. because since i don't know what i did and since there were 'other things' too. i guess i can understand why you don't want to talk to me. well, no, i guess i don't. i don't know. but it would be nice for an explination about this all. |
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| when you're left with only a bullet... i'll bring the trigger and a promise to pull it. |
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| *sighs* allie, the 'hating' or 'disliking' thing wasn't about you. i just wanted to get that out in the open now. chris and i were having a discussion about stuff and it tied into it, it had nothing to do with you, hun.
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| new xanga.
done with this one. starting all over. find me. or ask nicely. unless i added you. ♥ |
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| haha, alright, OBVIOUSLY since this issue bothers more people than i thought it would.. let's get some things straight.
i don't understand why most of these people hate me. ..or 'dislike' me. it's not my fault how things turned out. i just got into this mess. i guess i won't use names, but those of you who read this and know what's going on will get it.
k, he likes me, and i like him. that's obvious. but the fact that we like each other doesn't mean anything's going to happen between us. we're friends. his best friend likes me too, so i doubt anything's going to happen between us because of that. i don't want to ruin anyone's friendships DESPITE what a lot of you think. i'm not some 'life ruining bitch' or 'soul stealing bitch'. if some of you weren't so hard headed and 'disliking' people for no reason, you'd know that.
so basically, no one knows what's going to happen because, in all honesty, it's all up to zach. despite how much he hates making decisions. whatever he decides is fine.
i just don't want people thinking i'm this horrible person when they don't talk to me or know me at all. |
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